Thursday, January 28, 2021

A moment to reset niat my job as Ibadah

 

Cr: Pinterest

Oh I just realised. Guess I’m coming back here whenever I just feel tired huh haha

After one day long...Hustling struggling with work

My colleague went home. I’m still in shop doing our daily closing routine shop. I performed Maghrib prayer after that. The moment I want to make Duaa I look up and noticed the gloomy ambience. But probably the shop is dark since we turn off the lights haha. 

That moment I feel tired. I talk to Allah,

What all this tiredness is for
Makes my tiredness usefull Ya Allah
Make this feeling worth it even I know this is not a noble path like our frontliners did.
Make my pay worth if it isn’t for me. Make it for someone elses.
Make me utilise my pay in the right way
Make my job as in Ibadah Ya Allah
Accept my ibadah :(

Because in the end, we all just to have a meaningful life. Not in vain. Something worth to live for. Blessed by Him in every aspect we do in life. Still, present time is the most important. We never know.


Yours sincerely,
Tired Nina

Saturday, August 22, 2020

Not all bad. Choose where to look.


 Sempat lah kejap aku menaip ketika shift seorang ni. Takde la rasa segan sangat nak menaip kat pc besar gedabak ni hahaha. Aku sebenarnya nak share kisah aku kerja haritu. Haritu boleh dikatakan salah satu hari yang buat aku rasa nak pengsan. 

I'm okay with busy but not okay if I'm all alone and have to deal with loaded customers all by myself. That day memang busy tahap ramai customer terabai. It making me stress and balik tu memang rasa nak nangis dek penat. Tapi tak nangis pun bila dah masuk kereta bukak lagu karaoke kuat2 kahkah. Astaghfirullah 😁 

That day memang start aku open je kedai memang tak henti2 orang order bunga masuk. From 10am until 10pm I worked non stop. Dah 7.30pm baru dapat duduk makan kejap. Usually ada la masa untuk kau goyang kaki sejam dua sat macam sekarang kahkah. Alhamdulillah Allah kosongkan masa aku untuk solat zohor dan asar. Banyak kali aku berbisik, Busy takpe tapi kau senggangkan lah masa aku untuk solat Ya Allah. Turun je dari surau, automatik customer sambung masuk semula tak berhenti. Time macam ni lah kau lebih menghargai waktu lapang. Tiba tiba terniat nak buat amal lebih tapi masa tiada. Nak doa panjang tapi cemas tengok waktu. Tapi bila waktu lapang tu ada, kau buat apaa? Opps. Allah dah cakap, Manusia diuji dengan waktu lapang dan waktu sihat. We always taking things for granted. But, we always can repent and try do the right thing again 😉

That morning I got one super annoying diva customer. Only one but enough to ruin my mood for the whole day. Dia dah la beli promotion item pastu tergamak minta discount lagi. Then, beli non discounted item suka2 hati mintak discount. Hmm, pastu tergamak lagi nak jerit2, "call me your manager". Ini Karen versi Malaysia ni hahahaha. Aku rasa kelakar la. I'm the only one working there. Dia tak nampak ke. Aku dah la tengah stress dengan busynye. Aku ni jenis kering pulak. Memang tak layan customer gini. Dia akur je bayar. Aku memang tak kasi can sikit orang rude ni. Kawan aku jenis boleh layan lagi. Jangan tiru aku gais. Tak penyabor. 

Out of all that customer, my other customers was super nice and peramah to me compared to my usual days of working. They were so nice of waiting and responded nicely. Even ada satu customer ni really treat me like long known friend hahaha. After load her flowers into her car, she sudden ran to me and put her both hand on my shoulder, "awak tau tak tadi duit parking saya tak cukup hahahaha" we both laughing because she so confident that her money cukup untuk bayar parking tadi. Turn out tak cukup. Nasib baik ada duit selit ahahah. Rasa orang duk kedai makan depan tu terkejut kot kemain mengekek makcik dua orang ni. That akak really made my day feel better actually. Thank you Ya Rabb for her. So I decide to forget that sour moment and take a deep breath and start smiling again. Orang lain tak bersalah. Why kita kena terbawa-bawa and orang lain yang kena. I know it's hard tapi think again, that is that. Orang lain tak tau pun apa yang kita alami and don't expect them to understand us. Just let them understand that you are alone and capable of doing this and this only. Let them know the situation. Explain. Talk. Don't focus on the bad sampai tak nampak yang baik2 tadi. Yang buruk2 tu I always let God handle it. 

Moody sorang won't solve the problems. You are alone. Handle it professionally. gittu. Doa. Allah will help you 💚


Saturday, April 11, 2020

Dalgona Coffee Viral


Assalammualaikum!

Dengan ini saya mengumumkan keterjebakan saya membuat Dalgona Coffee kahkah.



Lambat serunya sampai. Orang lain dah berlumbo - lumbo dah. Cito eh den dah bosan hari - hari duk repeat Nescafe Ice. So, kita pun belilah fresh milk. Rupo rupo eh ado teknik nak beli fresh milk ni hahah. Kalau cari dalam peti confirm habis. Cari dekat rak confirm ada. Orang tak beli sebab tak sejuk. Padahal rumah ada je peti ais. Takde hal lah kalau beli tak sejuk pun.

Dah beli. Dah sejukkan. Kita pun start laa sesi Dalgona ini. After watching several videos of people making Dalgona. I kinda understand.

So I do it like this;

Two tablespoon of Nescafe
Two and half tablespoon of sugar ( to make it more foam)
Hot water / Air suam. (You need a bit heat to fasten the reaction )

*The water no need banyak. Just cukup cairkan your nescafe and gula. Pastu kacaulah guna sudu or mixer. Like me using egg hand whisk mixer ni. Maleh nak godek2 almari cari mixer haha.


Erm. Jenuh. Hahahaha. Elok la guna mixer. Cepat sikit. Awal tu korang guna tangan pastu nampak dah foamy sikit baru guna mixer. Awal2 tu kalau guna mixer takut sepah je sebab dia air kan. make sure mangkuk nak mix tu besau ler.

Dah nampak increase in volume and the texture is foamy and creamy macam dalam gambar diatas tu dah jadi laaa.

So, ratio of fresh milk and coffee is 2:1.. sebab manis kan. Pastu takut korang heart palpitations nanti haha. dua sudu wehhh. Pastu letak ice, and then kacau kacau.



Dah tu. Minum lerr. 

Tapi when trying things like this, I realized. Baru seronok kalau ada geng nak rasa. Kalau seorang rasa macam, "oh sedap". Kalau dengan geng tu dia macam dapat tengok reaction kawan sekali. Okay sekian. #simptomkuarantin dah sampai. Rindu la tu kat kawan2 haha. 


Okey gais. Stay Home. Stay Safe!





Tuesday, March 24, 2020

Covid-19


Assalammualaikum...



How's your quarantine life? Mine? Meh... haha. Nothing much. Masih belum terjebak dengan Dalgona Coffee even I'm coffee addict. Termasuk semalam I can't sleep and selalu tidur 4 to 5 am. Aku tutup k phone aku haha. Buku pun dah nak separuh aku baca. Aku bila baca buku dia tak jadi ngantuk. Dia jadi excited. I keep wanting to know more haha. Sudahnya tak tidur pun takpe kalau baca buku.

However, gais..

Lain macam kan pembuka tahun 2020 ni. Who knows. Orang sangka tahun ni akan menjadi semaju - majjunya dengan pelbagai ramalan. Kereta terbang lah haha. Tapi tak sangka. Tahun inilah ancaman ekonomi paling teruk dari tahun yang sebelum sebelum ni. Tak ke seram.

Hanya kerana satu virus yang tidak dapat dilihat dengan mata kasar,

Seram. Tersebar melalui droplet dan boleh bertahan diatas permukaan dalam 8-9 jam. Lama tu. Dalam tempoh tu bayang kita dah jumpa sape. Kita dah salam dengan siapa. Kita dah berlaga pipi dengan makcik makcik. Hulurkan duit dekat cashier di supermarket atau kedai runcit. Pastu pulak cashier tu berurusan dengan orang selepas kita. Orang selepas kita tu pergi ke kedai lain pulak. Tengok tengok baju. Tengok tengok kasut. Beli kat situ pulak. Balik jumpa mak bapak, laki bini, anak-anak huhu.

Well, guys. That is howwww they are spreading.

But, we can prevent by always washing our hands.

Let say, we at outside. After buying groceries, before masuk rumah bukak paip luar rumah basuh tangan dulu. Sebelum handling all the groceries, basuh tangan. Basuh dan basuh. Sanitizer tu guna bila kat luar time takde air. Basuh tangan masih the most effective way to wash away all the viruses.

Oke geng? Stay home. Stay safeeee. Fikir orang yang tersayang. Fikir pulak. Ingatlah orang yang tersayang 😂


Wednesday, October 9, 2019

Sentimental Place


Assalammualaikum 🤗

Aku memang sejenis orang sentimental sikit. Suka nau throwback. More on memories that had warm, ease on my mind and peace feelings. Rather than happy or funny memories, my sentimental memories are more toward something warm feelings. When Allah turunkan rasa tenang tu. Allah. Nikmatnya rasa. Itu lah perasaan 'blessed'. 

So, ceritanya aku datang kolej Upm. Tido bilik I (aku use initial on my friend's name) tonight coz esok nak teman dia pegi buat check-up. Kolej bilik sorang ni so cozy dah sekarang. Lantai pun dia dah cat. Nampak more proper. Nampak kemas. Good thing diorang renovate haritu.

Jadi, aku masuk toilet, nak cuci muka and berus gigi sebelum masuk tidur. Aku sangkut la tuala kat ampaian. Tiba² rasa rindu life kolej zaman study. Jemur baju kat ampaian sambil tengok hutan kat belakang kolej ni. Tenang je rasa. Tah laa. Malam pun rasa tenang. Tak fikir apa dah. Rasa rindu melebihi. 

Aku rindu perasaan time tu. Walaupun hevtic dengan class and assignments, tapi waktu laundry adalah terapi sebenarnya. Time jemur baju kau macam ralit je. Fikir. Sejauh-jauhnya. Tenang. 

Sekarang bukan tak tenang. Life kerja is totally different. Duduk bandor lagi. Key el nuhh. Tah la. Jiwa aku memang nature sikit kot. Suka tenung kehijauan dan pemandangan. Duk rumah sewa flat ni tenung phone je la haha. Tenung rumet kang dikata gila pulak hahahaha. 

You know, we can never go back in time. But, we can cherish it always. Grateful to Allah coz He give you good times. Those memories calms you. Then, back to reality. Life kena keep moving on. Those memories is the tool for us to zikr Alhamdulillah whenever teringat actually huhu.

Allahu. Grant us strength Ya Rabb. Dunya is not easy. Please , ease us on good for Akhirah. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.



Friday, May 17, 2019

Bersangka baik/Husnudzon


Assalamualaikum 
How's ur fasting gaiss? Kebulur kaaa? Sahur dakk? Hehe. Aku just sahur 3 ketul kurma dan se-mug air kosong. Lapar memang lapar tapi tenaga tu ada. Tak lemau. The power of date. Haha. The power of kurma lah.
Aku lepas kerja pukul 10 (biasalah keje beshe2 kat mall ni. Mintak lempang sikit haha) ni kadang2 kena pegi toilet dulu baru boleh balik. Boleh jumpa darah menitik kat toilet. Kalau darah period, why jauh dari mangkuk tandas and tong sampah. So weird mannn. Laju2 aku buat kerja and choww. Dah la takde orang. Nasib bulan puasa kahkah.
Ceritanya sebelum aku nak masuk toilet tu. Aku jalan....then 4 orang lelaki pintas depan aku. Mula2 tu takde rasa apa (orang blur memang macam ni). Lama2 tu aku perasan yang orang tak ramai time tu sebab mall dah tutup. Then, lorong situ agak sunyi. Aku jadi insecure and teragak-agak nak pergi toilet. Should I walk slowly and they go further? Huuuu what should I do... Dengan nature call nye lagi.
Eh, kejap. Ke diorang nak...
Diorang turn kiri iaitu ke arah surau. MasyaAllah. Sejuk hati tengok. Jemaah dulu sebelum balik kerja. Ye la. Dah sampai rumah nanti bole mandi then terus landing je kan.
Terus aku tersenyum dan rasa bersalah disitu kerana fikir yang bukan2. Namun tak salah. Itu langkah berjaga-jaga. Be more cautious of the surrounding.
MasyaAllah. Semoga Allah terus merahmati mereka di bulan Ramadhan ini. A little effort that increases their value. Subhanallah. 

Wednesday, April 10, 2019

Kisah Ateis masuk islam

https://youtu.be/B6bZixhxZUQ
So, this morning I woke up with mixed feelings. I've decided to feed my souls as Subhanallah I sometimes carried away by this life. His manner is so peaceful and bright. He keep alternating his speech with Zikr. MasyaAllah. I aspire to talk like that. (Practicing)
The only Zikr that I keep alternating is Alhamdulillah when I sneezed and burped when I had full meal  This brother shows us the real akhlak by being so soft, polite and funny at the same time haha. Even we were not born like that, you know when some people are more outgoing and rough haha.. we can train ourselves. Okay, that is one aspect, manner.
The other things I'm amazed is his journey in finding the right religion. He's not shy to share an honest thoughts. It so relatable hahaha. All those imaginary and expectations we want from God haha. Ironically, God already shown everything to us. The next verse he said from the Quran is so deep. I keraiiii. What else do we want? Huhu.
People keep saying, waiting for hidayah and all that. Do you even go out and look for it? Like this guy did. Or are you waiting the hidayah to come while you dancing and drinking? Or when you already fall sick and can't move anymore? It's really a different thing you know.
Are you waiting or searching?